Burning midnight sun is blue
Racing over oceans coming home to lose
These hours aren’t long enough this time
I stayed away too long she’s done lost her mind
I don’t know why I cannot stay the same
I’d stay awhile but it’s like I’m in a cage
I throw my hunger down and piss upon my stage
And when the world don’t care about my rage
Swallow stone hold black breath kissing him with aids
I just can’t act my age
I put down my cigarettes so I can’t breathe
Now I’m dying in the smoke and burning apathy
What is the reveal?
I travelled everywhere. No place was even real
Other passengers had no secrets to conceal
Behind my eyes I found my scars cannot be healed
But yet I wander. Slowly journey with no end
Pack up my suitcase, consider him my friend
Isolated with my demons scratching lies out with my pen
I avoided the cage
and bound my own chains
I’ve boarded up my windows against….
That place
That’s really safe
Mama……it’s
Not even far away
At the front
Of my own damn motorcade
-If people could just hang on-
I tie myself up and waste another day
Maybe if they let you they will take me wide awake
As for now I’ll just get blind spit my eyes out as I fade
Another obscure desperate loser
You’d walk right by me on the train
